Amazingly my gallery was there on a snapshot from 2004, but I could only see the thumbnails of most of the pictures and the full sizes wouldn't load. Distressing.....
I deleted my gallery a few years ago after spending ages trying to get into it and then discovering that my 16 year old self had used the password 'wormsickness' (what?!) and was sure I saved all my old pictures to my computer somewhere, but now I can't find them.
I have the originals of some of them but some are lost, gone forever, given to old friends, boyfriends, sent across the world.
I saved what I could and went on a trawl through my entire computer to dredge up any old drawings and doodles from 2003 and beyond, they are mostly bad photos of pictures which is a bit sad.
I will just leave these here for my biographers:
Teratoma - 2004. Sick.
2006 - a blind woman being pursued by a serpent.
This was also meant for the book which never got published.
Djinn, gave this original away, it was a birthday card. I don't remember when I drew it.
The Frog Mouse - this was for a poem my friend wrote, probably 2001. This is one of my favourites. I feel it combines frog-ness and mouse-ness effectively.
Doodles cut from the sides of my college notes 2001-2003.
This was also for the book.. the drawing I love the most. It's for a story called The Lost Camel
'detail' which isn't at all detailed.
I have no recollection of drawing this - it's a failed one.
Continually drawing for things that never materialize - here's an unfinished CD cover that never actually happened
Ugly face woman lying down
Here's the link to my old Elfwood Gallery, where you can read all sorts of pretentious and hideous things I wrote in 2002 and 2004. I was having a Will Self phase (does everyone have those?) and I thought nihilism was the best thing ever.